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WEE!!!!! I got boyfriend le!!!! :D He is kind cute and funny!

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Well. YEASH!!!!!!! I saw g_ _ _ _ t  in my classroom!!! Been staying there for a whole week. scary sia.:(

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IT homework due this friday. Now finding the title but still could not find. I told my aunty that i could not find then she say cannot find then its your problem. Even i cry the assignment won't come back. Now i'm crying. Not because of the assignment, its because that my aunty is treating me the same after what i done for her in her birthday which was yesterday.
I'm feel like crying everyday.:( Speaking of crying everyday, now i'm crying already. What to do now. Now asking for friend's help but she would not want to reply my message.
 Jesus Christ, Help me....:( please. I wish aunty will not treat me like that anymore. I wish my IT homework will be done before the due date which is this Friday... Please help. I feel like crying now Jesus Christ. Don't mak me suffer now please. I beg you....:'(

Aunty: You know i love you soo much anot??????!!!!!:"(((

Birthday

Aunty's birthday coming. It is on this Monday.
Jealousy. Been talking to her much lately but not me. Always talk back to me while no talking back to her. Until now it is still the same. Wishes that this time would stop. I don't like this. It is done by my aunty. I'm very sad. Deciding whether still need to surprise her on her b'day. Bought for a ARIES necklace, asked my senior to create a song for her and buy a song birthday card for her. Song i just learnt yesterday(lyrics plus the cords on my guitar:. Just that my guitar srting is spoil. Going to fix it tomorrow. Learnt a few though. I know my aunty is still treating me badly, but i still love her so much that i could not bear to be angry with her for 30 mins. Still giving her the surprise. Hoping that this surprise would prove my love for her.:/ Sad..:'( Sometimes feel like crying each time she talks back at me. My super red heart turn into a red heart which was, in the end, shattered into pieces. Just someday she will know. More in my personal diary ( a book) which you CAN'T read them.:/
Feel like crying now but cousins are now here. Can't cry now.:'(. Just cry in my heart. Bottling up my feelings......:( :'(

Not a good day. Plus a good day

Not a good day:
1.Guitar spring Spoil.
2.Knock my leg on the table
3.Knock my leg on the bed
4.Knock my toe on my aunty's bed
5.Aunty say me useless because of cooperating with my her as my cousins are coming

Good day:
1.Cousins came to my house.
2.Aunts and Uncles came to my house.
3.Went down to play with my cousins.
...
NOT a VERY good day.:| Hope rest of the day might be good.

Shouldn't think about it now.

English:15/30

Math:29/40

Science:29/50

MT: 22 1/2/60

History:6/25

Geography:15/30

Literature:14/25

D&T: VR

Home Economics: Fail.

Really need to back up now. Don't think about crushes now. Think about brushing up all your subjects and believe that I can do it!Go! Focus Rena, FOCUS!:)

Haiz.

I liked someone before but then i liked another one. Then i left the first crush i have. Then while i'm liking the second crush, i love the first crush.:( i love him now but i guessed he does not like me. Cuz he doesnot talk to me so much now...:( I think he like my friend.:( Why????<\3 :( I wish we are fated.

:( Help.:(